• my 'lost' ol' friends.
• the new girl on the block.
• my work.. trying to get out of it.
• driving; buying a car.
• studying; SIM's UOL? RMIT?
• my goals in life

i been reading people's blog lately and i was realli touched when i read my best friend blog.. how a strong relationship could come out from such a 'fairytale' like couple. I know its true, because she is my friend. The effort, time, understanding, love needed to uphold the strong relationship for so many years gain my most utmost respect, coz i noe i can never do it... for now. my life is going aimlessly now... was it saf or was it jus me that made it this way? Relationships is juz so ironic, when you are in it... you wanna get out of it... and when you are not in one, you hope to get into one.. i been having this feeling lately... been a long time since den.

Driving aimlessly in my dad old merc.. i got nothing but complains. i wish he can change to a smaller car. i can't park properly in his old merc that i doesn't noe when it will break down. imagine a car with high fuel consumption, stiff accelerator, spoilt window meaning you have to open the door whenever you wan to insert cashcard in a carpark, rear brake light supported by a tape, dented front and broken bumper. Not done yet. Spoilt Cd player, small side mirror, slanting rear-view mirror and a door which need to be slammed b4 it can shut properly. i wan a car, but i noe i m not in the state to maintain one yet.. long way to go... still... i love driving though i still get horn at all the time..

Studying..is another thing i want to do... i m suprised at myself coz i used to hate studying. I started a liking for studying when i was in poly.. when my effort starts to show result instead of the usual 'fails'. actually tink of it.. i din put in a lot of effort, more of my friend put in effort in me, realli owe them one. u noe who u are. I wanna go to local U.. but SMU.. i noe my own standard. NTU and NUS rejected me in my first attempt.. and thinking of it.. i dun wanna go there because i hate engineering. Now i m left with SIM... I know i m not studying for the degree but i juz wanna study.. for the fun? and it also serve as a backup for me in the future. However i got wierd parents... they dun seem to want me to study biz.. my dad wan me to study engineer back but tat is impossible to me. my main interest lies in I.T but 4 years is too long for me.. so i chose to take up biz management... now the main concern is the fee. I know my house financial is not very good..

i m going back to tekong very soon.. in like 33 days from now on. i m looking forward to it but i dun wanna cut botak all over again.. its so ugly. fugging shit. However this is my only chance to get out of a clerk life and be a mechanic ... hopefully during my re-course period, my officer can find me a replacement.. and when i go back, i can start repairing vehicles again. I used to hate to be a mechanic, coz u alwiz end up so dirty and risking your life. engine oil pouring over your head, hammer hitting your nails. Thinking bgck, its pretty good a vocation for Nsf... you learn how to maintain your car next time , the parts.. you never get cheated by the mechanic outside..

total 1500 words.

Regards,

l e g o l a s

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